I'm baaaaack.
I thought I had said good bye to Vermont Shortbread Company. I thought I was done with 80 hour work weeks and juggling full time work with running a part time business. I thought I was ready to pass my baking business on to someone who would love it and nurture it. That was two and a half years ago.
I didn't sell. I couldn't.
It occurred to me recently that most of my decisions around the business were made out of fear and panic. And understandably so. I was a single parent, proudly not collecting any money from my ex and in way over my head with a house, mortgage and six acres of land. I was terrified 99% of the time.
I'm not scared now.
As I've explored new ways of communicating, thinking, being (and found a full time job in corporate America that I love - go figure...), found new relationships and a new (but old) voice of my own, I've been able to move to a "what if" place that I couldn't have possibly embraced even a year ago.
What if... I didn't have to work 80 hours a week?
What if... I could pay others to do the work I don't want to do?
What if... I moved the bakery out of my house?
What if... I made limited batches of shortbread (in the way that I know good food should be prepared) and maintained slow and steady control over growth?
What if...I was very clear about what needs and desires in my life and business were negotiable and on which ones I am not willing to compromise?
As I read my list of what ifs, I realize that they not only apply to the possibility of shortbread 2.0, but to the possibility of Ann, version 48, release 1.
(Sorry about the corny software references, can you tell I was a technical writer for 20 years?)
And so, Vermont Shortbread Company is back. I am relicensing the bakery and gearing up for a limited edition run for the holidays.
Slow food.
Slow entrepreneur.
Quality.
Love.
Balance.
Join me for the adventure. I'll be blogging about it here and writing about whatever suits my fancy at www.annzuccardy.com.